Monday, May 11, 2009

Mixed feeling !

- Ignore this post .
I'M WONDERING WHY !
whatever it is ?
If you think i never care you then never lor .
I treat everyone fair can ? If you think i treat you not good enough ?
you ask those person around me lur okay !
i really don't know what to say ? You keep saying you don't wanna care .
but deep down inside your heart , i think you really care can ?
your action show me this .
You think i alone then close to you ? ' then i apologize to you ok ! '
but i know what am i doing , if you say so ? then yes i am .
cos I'm speechless now .
but if you say i never care about you ? seriously .
i wanna say is , are you sure yesterday i never talk to you ?
are you sure whenever we going to toilet we never call you along ?
are you sure when we buying thing to eat we never call you along ?
Are You Really Sure ?!
Is you don't want to , not we never call you leh .
if you tell me i never say that , then fine .
i then don't know what you want.
if you say you talked to us & we ignore you then sorry ,
cos , seriously i never heard you talking to us ,
i only know we're just talking bout math
& you walk damn fast & left us behind .
Okay fine , is over , if you think I'm wrong , or what .
i apologize bigbig for you here .

I'M SORRY !
Maybe , i think , I'm not a good friend .
I'm enough of every lil thing that happen this year really .
fuck everything !
& now i realise i don't know what is friendship all about ?
cos is like so hard to maintain&build the friendship stronger anymore.
& i swear , i feel nothing anymore .
friends worry about you and ask you whats wrong
friends try to let you in on the fun
friends don't ask for presents in return, instead, they say it's okay.


DON'T ASK ME WHAT HAPPEN !

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