I was having cpa lesson now , free time .
House Internet is currently down , so wont be update so often .

- Yea , i did say i wanan end this year smoothly .
But is like so damn hard to end you know ?
i just cant forgot everything {!} ,
i cant forgot what you said to me about her ?
i cant forgot what you tell me about qy & her why become so close ?
i cant forgot ! Even qy i also don't understand her well .
don't say her , & other people around me , i cant understand myself too .
Actually i and jasmine is okay , i never hate her before i swear .
Even if you think i hate her , like you say , i not close to her .
so how do i know what she's done and what she never done right ?
who tell me bad about jasmine , you and qy ? i choose to believe you both .
but end up ? what i get .
And she never shouted at me , is at qy .
she ps her anot ? you have to ask her not me .
if you think with them you're left out ? you never think how when you with me and verily ?
when did we ps you ? when you alone at toilet who's the one go find you ?
maybe you feel nothing , but we alr try our very best to maintain this friendship .
& lastly verily and my stuff is alr ok&over ! Why not you all can ok&over too ?
make it so diffcult for what leh ?
Like you say , you choose to talk to jasmine about something , but did you choose to share with us ? maybe you don't believe us alr , or what . so be it .
cos maybe you and her friendship longer , she understand you more .
Take a example :
That day you and qy go watch movies ?
i really willing want you both to study end up i get what ?
i dont know why suddenly you all wan watch movie lah .
i didnt blame you both , i'm only lil sad . But yet happy also ,
cos you both back tgt . But now what's happend again ?
I really dontnkow ! fine , i dont wanna care anymore .

if people choose to hate me , then hate for all they want .