the last word , Bye ;♥

2009-08-19T20:50:00.004+08:00

I've moved !
Relink me @ Here TYVM !

2009-08-14T22:08:00.011+08:00

I POST TOMORROW , BYE !
Actually i'm ~~happy~~ , but something spoil my mood -'- .

sometime , i hope . . . . i can just suffer from memory loss ! ):

19/08/09
ops sorry , i'll update tonight !

-Ending with no beginning .

2009-08-13T23:02:00.001+08:00

Prelim have officially ended !
But N'lvl is coming , left 25days ! And also , my prelim result sure sucks alot ! Totally no confident this time ): . Anyway today Cpa paper was okay & School ended pretty early {:
Last paper today , that means ? Tomorrow lesson will be back as normal already ! sigh .
Short post , will update more tomorrow , Bye .

It is so unusual to smile over next to nothing .

It is so hard to act as though nothing lights up my life.

So i pretend nothing happen .

2009-08-09T23:37:00.004+08:00

Didn't went out this 2days , yep so i don't know what to post about .
I feel like moving to onsugar , perhaps after prelim ? or so .
Btw from tomorrow onward , i won't be blogging again till Thursday/Friday .
As i said Prelim resume on tuesday , four more paper to go ,

Tuesday , Math Paper 1 .

Wednesday , Math paper 2 & EBS .

Thursday , Cpa Paper 1 .
-

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE.

Ps: I'm sorry , i'll reply tag very very very soon .

2009-08-07T22:12:00.005+08:00

School celebrating national day in advance today & ended @ 10am (:
Basically national day celebration in school was the same ? sing&sing&sing .
During the concert deon , lucas , verily , adallyn , feeqah & me was in the classroom rushing doing the national day birthday card . For erm ? I also not sure . Around 9.45am , went back to hall awhile and concert ended ! Took class photo & Back home straight . Went tuition at 12pm , Back home around 5 .

2009-08-06T20:09:00.003+08:00

Grrr , Fire drill today was super lame ! Really .
Anyway lesson was super relax today ? it goes like that ,
Reading > Cpa > Had early recess today ! [: > Ebs > Fire drill > Home .
Back to Fire drill , know why it was lame ? we was like sitting at the field more then 30min for nothing ? Ooh my ! say about field , the worm over there was damn disgusting can ! screaming sound was on & on ~ Laugh ! somemore the weather isn't cooling at all can . Was staying at the field from 11+ till 12 ? go hall to gather after that . Was totally no comment for it . Really pissed off just now . I hate that strawberry ong ! we was like sitting there so long , very quite alr , at last then you saw us ! -.- On the way back to class , My dear fitri was having fever ): Takecare hor ! '' Leon was sick also , Get well soon ar !

2009-08-05T21:09:00.007+08:00

Tomorrow and Friday lesson as per normal , Not really normal luh , half-day ? So , Prelim will resume on next tuesday , 4 more paper to go (: . Will update again tomorrow , Bye .

2009-08-02T13:14:00.030+08:00

Tomorrow ~

I WON'T BE BLOGGING AT TIME BEING .

will update if i feel like ;

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE.

>> Edited ; Monday , August 03 , 2009 .

I feel like having a short post today D: ` Started English prelim paper today , i can predict i gonna fail my English paper for sure . Paper 1 , was difficult , but i managed to finish at last 5min . Paper 2 was worst , i didn't managed to finish the paper on time was totally no hope , no confident . * ): Tomorrow will be MT paper , hope will be the easy one .

~~Tuesday - MT PAPER 1 & 3 .~~

~~Wednesday - English LC & CPA paper 2 .~~

All the best & Goodluck fourTtwo[: !

Fun ! [:

2009-07-31T22:31:00.009+08:00

Went to school as usual , school ended at 12.40pm today !
No tuition today because tuition teacher was sick . So , didn't went home straight , stay back at school study till 5 . Almost finish up the worksheet mr ang gave . Around 4.30 , damn tired so we decided to play a game called : '' One frogs , Jump into the water , Pong '' . Lol , i don't know how to explain over here , But was so fun & alot of laughter ! I'll stop here for today , I'm tired , Bye .

2009-07-30T20:05:00.009+08:00

Sorry for not updating , recently after school staying back study tiil v.late with studymate (: , we was mugging very hard for our math this fews day & i realise there's many formular to remember ! D: .
Went to school as usual ,
CpaHopeplusRecessMathLightMotherToungeBreak~~Mathremedial~~
EBS Coursework.
I've done my EBS COURSEWORK ! was like so f-i-n-a-l-l-y . Now can fully concentrate on revision alr ! (: , Was so stress about the coursework just now , different teacher want different thingy also don't know what to do ! Thank to particular person who helped me just now ; (:
Thank mr lim ! :D I reply tag tomorrow okay ? off to study now, Bye !
3moreday to prelim .

2009-07-27T18:31:00.018+08:00

Went to school as usual ,
LightPeEnglishRecessHopeplusAssembly-FT Period .
Lesson today was pretty fine , Last pe lesson today ): . Hopeplus from last week till now was doing EBS revision , super super stress D: , After school stay back for MT oral . My Chinese was getting from bad to worst , i don't know what am i reading just now for those ' Chim ' word ._. ! Conversation makes me repeat my answer again and again , Laugh . Totally screwed up everything ! But i know i've tried my best for it already .
HAVE TO START STUDY NOW , YEA S-T-U-D-Y ! :l

1moreweek to prelim .
42moreday to N'lvl .
Time flies so-so-so fast .

2009-07-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow will be having MT N'lvl oral ): , sigh .
8moreday to prelim !
will update more tomorrow , Bye .

2009-07-26T00:18:00.006+08:00

Was chatting with cindy just now , thanks for sending the Class cheering video ! :D The video make me laugh alot alot alot .Was a super great memories this year yea. I'm wondering how paiseh when we was cheering man , but nevermind is over ! i have alot of fun with classmate on that day ; ♥ Is 12:26AM now , i think i wan to go bed , my eye is tired , Bye .

2009-07-25T20:18:00.009+08:00

S-o-r-r-y for not posting ,
Today - Out study with limwei , limwei 'friend' , shiqi , qiuying & adallyn at wdls ctr . Recieve Qy & Lw message for study , so meet them around 2.30 , studystudystudy till 5going6 , went home after that . So super funny today , Lol . Eveything is just about limwei & her 'friend' , Lol . shall not elaborate anything , i'm tired right nowwwwwwwwwwww ! Bye .

Friday - School was so fun today ,
English > Music > Hopeplus ; learn ebs > Recess > Math > Home .
Misslim didn't came today , so missliao take over us for english lesson , so "Funny" lor her joke ._. . Music lesson was the so-funny-part having fun with classmate . Hopeplus copy note and do revision for ebs . Math lesson , worksheetworksheet ! :O , i must fall in love with math now, ♥
After school went home straight , prepare meet qiuying & baoshuang study. Thank baoshuang for teaching me math , i manage to understand some (: , when we was on they way back home , we found $100 bucks on the floor , but was the fake one , Lol ! so i throw on the floor near baoshuang's block and got 2 malay guy saw and pickup :l , baoshuang & qiuying was laughing so loudly ! Loll , damn funny . Qiuying came over my house study till 10.30 . Ready with all my stuff , went to bed straight ! so tired !

Thursday - Firstly ; Happy Birthday Sandralim;♥! Went to school as usual , normal - boring day . Have class phototaking during cpa lesson , This year phototaking was -.- ! Okay nevermind . After school went home straight .
Tomorrow adallyn & ben will be having MT n'lvl oral Goodluck yo ! :B

2009-07-22T12:29:00.016+08:00

I'm now having cpa lesson in school ! Finish pratical damn boring ~
so having free time now :O , 47moredays to N'lvl . 12moreday to prelim ): will update later on .

Edited 11:23pm /
Ebs remedial has cancel due to O'lvl Lc today . so went home straight after school , saw charmaine when i was at bus-stop ! :) imissheralotalot . was doing math homework just now & now i'm here posting . I'm super tired right now , I need sleeeeeeep badly , Bye .

shitthefeeling.

2009-07-20T23:00:00.006+08:00

I'm super lazy to blog this few days , sorry for that .
Today is Racial Harmony Day , went to school as usual ,
Lights > Pe > English > Recess > Hopeplus > Assembly ( FT period ) > Home .
During pe lesson , fitri and herlina went home ): , i thought they was okay already , but they was still sick , Lesson today was fine. I've nothing to post about today , so I'll just stop here .
Imisscharmaineong ):

Thank for being there when i need someone .

Thank for all those words you have told me , it reflect me alot .

I (L) the heart-to-heart talk with you just now ,

I hope we wont drift when we graduated .

Sweetheart ! MELOVEYOU.

I'm enough of everything , it suffering mind of mine , i'll choose to leave very soon ;

2009-07-16T21:44:00.008+08:00

The number of people attend school getting lesser :o , Most of them fall sick ,Get well soon okay ! was chatting with charmaine now at msn , i miss her alot , i can't get to see her for this whole week i think , hope next week everything will back to normal . sigh . Andandand Fitri/Yaya , Takcare alot hor , imisstheschooldays with you guys' ♥

Went to school as usual , lesson as per normal .
Cpa > Hopeplus > Recess > Math > Lights > Mt > Break > Math remedial > Home .
Nothing special yea , All the lesson was kinda relax except math . Was trying to understand what cher was teaching . After school went home straight . I'm really lacking of sleeps , i think i need to go bed early today , Bye !

ღ

2009-07-15T23:14:00.005+08:00

Went to school as usual , was raining heavily in the morning ! Thank Buddy.T for umbrella (: Lesson today was pretty fun , especially English and mother tongue lesson , Laughs . I'm wondering why the word 'breastplate' make one of my classmate laugh so much , Hah ! i don't intend to laugh , but the way his face expression was so damn funny can . Lol . Okay i wont elaborate much today ; i'm lacking of sleep this few days , i want sleeeeeeeeep ! Bye.

it seem to be going the wrong way, the wrong direction, the wrong move.

it seem to be changing lot more, more then lot.

you thought, you seem, you wonder .

But i'm not going to let this continue..

2009-07-14T20:58:00.003+08:00

WILL UPDATE TOMORROW .

BYE !

Sitifitri Get well soon okay ♥ ;

Not in the mood , sorry .

A smile doesn't represent any laughter .

2009-07-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

went to school as usual , i don't know what to post today .
i'm tired , i want sleep , Bye .
This year wasn't a good year for me , i guess . i didn't predict thing goes wrong . Things weren't go in the way i wanted . Perhaps I'm thinking too much , Is either face it , or leave it .

2009-07-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

Went wdls center study with adallyn and verily ; meet up with verily first accompany her help her sister change jeans , after that wait for adallyn to come . Have lunch at KFC then off to study at mac . Was chatting about BBT/ZDL/WZ and alot more , Laugh . Around 3 , buddy have to go , so left me and girlf study till 6 , she damn funny i tell you ._. , despo of buying something she like alot , she should know what she've brought just now , hahaha .
Okay , tomorrow have schooling and i have to pack my bag & sleeeeeeeep , Bye !

All the best to those having oral Tomorrow ! ★
verily , fitri , yaya & the rest , goodluck {:

Every words , without any notice .

2009-07-12T20:51:00.016+08:00

I'm super super disappointed in you , really .
i know you still can't get over what's happening last time , but is already o-v-e-r , you know over ! come on , less then 3month we'll be leaving classmate&school already . why can't you make this year a peaceful year & end this year smoothly for yourself ? you keep saying you don't wanna care anymore , i think deep inside your heart you really care alot alot alot ! Franky speaking , after the June holiday you really change alot , so what if people do change ? did you change to forgot your parent ? no right ? okay , i know i do change alot ? but i understand what am i doing . About adallyn's stuff , is totally over for month ! why can't you just forget about it ? she tried very hard to build back the friendship with you , but did you really care for it ? Did you still remember what you've tell me and verily ? i think you've already forgotten . Fine , you've your lovely friend up there for you , you don't need us , i'm really fine about it really . Because how much we try to talk to you , what kind of tone you giving us ? i totally didn't expect that way . You tell verily that you scare of us ? i got many question mark for this i tell you (?) , for what scare us uh ? whatever we tell jasmine is the true , she herself also suspect you okay . who's the one who say , if you heard something regarding about me ' saying about you' will face-to-face ask me about it ? is YOU ! yes you ! but did you ask me , didn't ! if you didn't even ask me about it ? so you prefer believe a 3 going 4years friend then believe in me right ? i'm fine with it really . If you think a sorry can't forgive a person , what's the word sorry for ? i know the more i write , the more you getting angry with us hor ? if you think , you sick of everything alr , i think i'm the one getting more sick of everything ! How good 3 of us shown to you , asking you out to study is for your own good , i'm sure you won't feel it at all . you'll think that we're forcing you right ? FINE! only your LOVELY friend understand you more right ? yup , we're useless , we don't know anything . Happy ?

YA I'M ~~REALLY~~ FINE WITH IT !

My last & only last time i gonna post everything about friendship , i'm getting sick and sicker of it . Seriously , i'm tired ; really really tired .

2009-07-11T23:56:00.017+08:00

I'm so-so-so bored right now (!)
Afternoon accompany sister go injection , end up clinic closed . so went cwp awhile , she should be very happy i treated her today , right kohmeiting , Laugh . Out for about 1hour+ , came back home . She prepared and off to work , left me and dad at home . Dad's sleeping . i'm so bored y'know , so i plan to do those undone worksheet that I've for this week . Still have plenty of them undone :l , hopefully i can get it done by tomorrow . Gonna help up with phyllis's blog now ,

Bye .

You , yes you ! i don't need your ~~sympathy~~ ok .

2009-07-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

Thank Adallyn for the card , it really meant to me alotalotalot ; \♥/
Oral today was supersuper nervous ): ; that feeling is totally different from normal oral , but the teacher was so friendly can , keep smiling & smiling :B .

English lesson , sleep for the 2period ' damn tired .
Music lesson , learn guitar again .
Hopeplus lesson , (no comment)
Math lesson , go through worksheet .

After school , stay back for oral & back home after that .
All the best to those having oral on Monday ! ★
verily , fitri , yaya & the rest , goodluck {:

2009-07-09T21:51:00.010+08:00

Didn't go for English remedial today , i think cancel ? Lol idkidk .
Today lesson will be pretty fine & lot of fun IF w/o particular lesson .
• Cpa - Hopeplus - Recess - Math - Lights - Mt - Home .
Seriously I'm not interested with something on that particular lesson soooooo;
whatever it is , faster end tomorrow please . I think jorrence didn't have his breakfast today , so he's so hyper active in class ._. Laugh alot alot alot , i tell you . Will be having math class test & English Oral Tomorrow ): .
- Thanks buddy.tan for the chocolate ! ♥

最亲爱的最後最远离了.

☺

2009-07-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

School was so-so-so fun today ! (L)
4 free period today , was teaching verily fold heart for her beloved mum ; Till ebs lesson , check the answer for yesterday worksheet , mr mok today was super funny can , Lol . After recess , Cpa do practical . Mother tongue lesson , teacher not here was chatting all the way till school ends . Stay back for ebs remedial , okay totally equal to free time at computer lab , actually is finding information for coursework :l . But no one is finding uh , somemore only left 20min . After remedial , went home straight . Tomorrow got alot of role play can .______.
Thank fyeeqah for that sweet little note , so sweet la you ! ♥ &&& I won't forgot you ! :B

` some classmate will be having N'lvl oral tomorrow .
All the best uh , Manymanyluck;★

2009-07-07T23:23:00.001+08:00

went to school as usual , English teacher won't be with us again for another 1week ! :B Lesson today was pretty fine butbutbut ! Ebs coursework today is killing me ; D: & Also hopeplus ! this coming Thursday D: . Buddy.Tan make me laugh alot today in class especially during math lesson , Lol . she should know what happen damn cute la she (: . SST today cancel ! so went meet adallyn at bus-stop ! thank for the cute lil stuff uh , & also takecare ok ! , get well soon ;♥

i'm sorry , i'll reply tag asap , bye .

Sometimes ; Ignorance is bliss .

2009-07-06T23:59:00.003+08:00

the littlest things that take me there,

i know it sounds lame but it's so true .

I'm really tired of guessing which is true , which is fake .

i agree with people that says I'm really unlucky at times .
sometime i think , i really need time to think ,

what kind of F_ _ _ _ D i have know /

so what if you gave me advice and encouragement ?

surprisingly you just don't know how i feel .

The more concern you show , the more i'm worried about what you going to do next . At first i really believe in you , but time past ,

you make me feel so-so-so disappointed in you .

i'm getting sick and sicker of your lies ; ♥

D:

2009-07-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

Ignore this post ;

I'm very disappointed in you .
Bye .

2009-07-03T23:22:00.000+08:00

Firstly Happy birthday Dolly ! ♥
Sorry for not attending the outing with you to celebrate your birthday uh , hope you enjoyed alot today ; lovekxg .

went to school as usual ,

English lesson , do worksheet again .
Music lesson learn guitar ! (:
Hope+ lesson many role play ar ._. , next week D:
Math lesson go through worksheet with teacher , yea i must ♥ math .

After school went 768 awhile & went home after that , prepare and off to first tuition lesson at leon's house with qiuying , the teacher was nice la ! {: . Just receive adallyn's message , she is off to genting alr , Takecare alright , Study hard over there ar , misses.

2009-07-01T22:40:00.008+08:00

went to school as usual .
4 free period today . Both Math and English teacher was not here , so do self-study with classmate . Thank cindy for teaching me some math question i manage to understand some (: Class was so fun today (L) ; was laughing with adallyn & verily throughout the day , Lol . They should know what , haha . English oral conversation part screwed me up ! ): But the reading part was still okay . Next week will be having N'lvl english oral alr ! 10july10july ! D:

2009-06-30T23:43:00.003+08:00

Went to school as usual .

English and Math lesson , worksheetworksheet !
5 Lesson of EBS today including revision & coursework .
Coursework was difficult , my mind totally blank for that .
After school off to hall for N'lvl oral briefing till 3pm .
Have lunch at mac with verily , adallyn , qiuying and limwei .
Prelim oral tomorrow , all the best classmate ; ♥

Bye .

2009-06-29T22:18:00.004+08:00

★ Prelim oral today postpone to Wednesday ! :D
Back to school today , nothing really special .
care about H1N1 more ? announcement was on&on .
Timetable change ! worst still , Every tues 5 lesson of ebs after recess , tmr ! D:
Thank Buddy & Girlf for the letter , so sweet of you both , will return asap ; ♥

2009-06-28T22:20:00.001+08:00

Is Tomorrow.. ):
Out study with verily today at RP . Didn't study much , we talk alot , Lol .
Math worksheet damn hard can , no mood to study at all lorr ._.
Awhile later meet qy outside rp together go cwp have lunch & walk . Then went over to wdls centre pass i-weekly to leon , accompany qy buy thing then homehomehome !

I go pack stuff for tomorrow , Bye .

2009-06-27T23:16:00.003+08:00

Left 1moredays to school reopen .
i still ,
- Haven touch my homework ;
Heard from sitifitri & Verily that there will be English prelim oral when school reopen . i just freaking don't remember / don't even know about it . 3moremonth to go and the subject Math is killing me badly , i totally forgot everything . Yes ! i've to study real hard when school reopen i ~~swear~~.

Thank Buddy.Tan for concern .
I'll be okay de , no worry okay (:
so sweet of you that wanna give me the 'pink' thingy .
And i'll definitely be there for you when you need me also okok !; Love'♥

Mixed Feeling !

2009-06-26T23:52:00.015+08:00

/Sometime i really feel like leaving this house , i swear !
i totally can't have my own freedom .
I've enough suffering of everything , let me off can ?

& yes , i hate hypocrite to the max !
Is suffering mind of mine ):

2009-06-24T23:59:00.003+08:00

Firstly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORRENCE;FHX :B

Went out with adallyn today, catch the movie " Ghost of the girlfriend past " .
was late of the movie due to the super long queue ! Shit the uncle standing infront of us . He simply cut our queue when we didn't notice him , yet he watch the movie at 4pm . Forget it ! :l Overall the movie was not bad , after movie walk around cwp with girlf , so bored . So we plan to go home early , she accompany me take bus home ! so sweet of her uh . Chatted alot with her in the bus damn funny . Hah . Seriously she make me laugh alot today :B . But we missed verily alot alot ): , pending for meeting her up sooooon .

IMISSVERILYTANMEIJUN.

ADALLYNAWSUYI;CHEERUP!(:

♥

~~ineedfreedom~~

HAPPY FATHER DAY ;

2009-06-21T23:57:00.003+08:00

HAPPY FATHER DAY ! ♥
Didn't celebrate leh , dad not free ._.
only sent him a father day message .

was rotting at home today with sister , watching Tv.
around 3 , damn tired so off to sleep .
Receive baoshuang call , asking me go pei her jam ?
at the point of time my eye was super tired , so didn't go over .
sleep until 5 , wakeup continue my show & now posting .
\/ shall stop here , bye .

2009-06-20T21:04:00.010+08:00

/ .

was rotting at home today .
flip through math textbook & do the worksheet mr ang gave during bridging program .Seriously , i forgot almost everything ): And i still have alot alot of work undone ! i give up after 2hour study and off to sleep . okay , i'm bored right now , will update later if i wan to , bye .
i hope nothing will happen ;
charmaineong , cheerup okokok ? (:

2009-06-19T23:59:00.004+08:00

went over to meowwei bbq today at sem.park .
Meet adallyn & charmaine at cwp , brought a little gift for meowwei first .
went polar help leon and co buy cake for zen , Then headed to sem.park .
Left the cake over at the restaurant there . Go look for meowwei & wished her a advance birthday . After that go see catch fish and crab , Lol . Awhile late qiuying came . Receive leon message , we went take the cake & pass to him ; And wished zen a happy advance birthday also . Walk around with adallyn then back to find charmaine & qiuying . Around 10 , off to cwp with qiuying , she want to have ljs for dinner , so accompany her . After that accompany her home take bike . Went over to admiralty with her and leon . Slack with them till 1 & went home after that .

; Happy Advance Birthday to meowwei and zen .

East coast trip ! ♥

2009-06-18T23:07:00.002+08:00

Just came back from east coast with A , C , LW , QY & J .
- wont be elaborating so much .
cycling for the whole 2hours , my leg super pain right now ! ):
around 4+ return the bicycle , Have lunch/dinner at mac .
me , adallyn & charmaine went off first , took bus to eunos interchange .
trained back to woodland , charmaine alighted first , she have something on at bukit gombak . Thank adallyn accompany back to marsiling uh , meet leon at marsiling pass him his stuff & off buy dinner for my sister & homehomehome !

2009-06-16T21:14:00.012+08:00

I'm lacking of sleep (!) , slept around 3am yesterday night .
wakeup around 12 today , prepare meet charmaine & baoshuang at cwp at 1.30pm. Catch the movie "Drag me to hell" at 3.20pm , Nice show .

I don't know how to describe the movie , but i know is disgusting , funny .

not really scary lur , is just because of the sound effect ._.

After movie , went home wait for my sister to come back .

accompany her pass stuff to aunt & now posting .

I'll stop here , bye .

2009-06-14T23:59:00.008+08:00

I agree with what gayying told me , you're really a jerk !
can you please just stop being so irritating ? can you ?
You think your "sweet talk " will melt her heart ar ?
sorry hor , no use alr ! If you happen to angry with me or what , idc .
cos i'm saying what i know and what i saw . I beg you la !
Give her a peaceful life , w/o disturbing her anymore can anot ?
I'm wondering why you still have that face asking for forgiveness leh
think twice , what have you done to her alr ? Don't tell me you think you're right .
who the one make her cry so badly ? even i didn't see her so sad before .
who the one make her so stress & upset ?
who the one make her don't know how to react ?
who the one make her hardly face everything that happen ?
IS YOU AND YOUR GIRL OKAY !
i still can carry on saying , but i think is totally shameless for me to list everything out . As i said , you want her to happy right ? than kindly stop disturbing her .
I think she will be veryveryvery happy .
& hor stop being so thick skin ._. , you wont heal her pain .
you only will hurt her deeper kay !

Referring to TYJ ;

2009-06-14T21:28:00.001+08:00

Out with adallyn & baoshuang today , ♥
meet adallyn in the morning first {I'm late , sorry !} & have breakfast/lunch at delifrance . using my mum voucher kay , if not damn expensive .
Endup everything , add GST , Service charge was like totally , ._.
The staff over there was super funny , especially that guy face expression , Lol .
After eating , took bus to baoshuang place meet her , thought she having jam but cancel . so went over to civicentre slack , chatted many stuff with them .
Kay , they make me laugh alot today seriously , Lol . ' Ilovethem!♥
Around 5 , went over to popular buy things , brought ljs for sister as dinner & homed .

- I haven touch my holiday homework , :S

2009-06-12T22:42:00.004+08:00

{L}

i was rotting at home this fews day.
well , the more i stay at home , i don't know what will happen to me next ._.
but i really feel like staying at home ; sleeping :l
i'm so bored right nownownownownownow !
Was chatting with phyllisteo just now , i miss her so damn much .
y'must cheerup alright ? {:
Thank for your care & concern , i'm okay right now , Love♥
& Buddy , you are welcome , i'm so glad that you're strong now really (:
Remember , i'll definitely be there for you kkk ! ♥ Stay sweet yo .

To that particular person . 'YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE ! '
I just can't understand why this world have such kind of person ,
Simply just don't wanna face what they've done wrong .
Please stop bothering and irritate people that you've hurt deeply .
there's no use for you to say " i'm sorry " anymore .
that word isn't strong enough , to heal everything can .
And yes , you've your precious girl what , why bothering her leh ?
But is okay , she's strong enough now to face every lil things (:
Just stop bothering her & i think she will be very very happy .

2009-06-11T22:43:00.000+08:00

A quiz from - Jiatong .

All of the 14 people must do this quiz , unless he/she doesn't have a blog. Write the name of 14 people you can think off the top of your head. Then answer the question.
( A - Z )
1.Adallyn 2.Baoshuang 3.Bilian 4.Charmaine 5.Cindy 6.JiaJin 7.Jolin
8.Kohmeiqin 9.Kohmeiting 10.Sitifitri 11.Phyllis 12.Qiuying 13.Verily 14.Xiner

1. How did you get to meet 7 ? - Jolin .
- From AdmiraltySecondary .
2. What would you do if you & 13 never meet ? - Verily .
- I'll try to meet her up , cos i'll miss her laughter (:
3. What would you do if 1 & 12 date ? - Adallyn , Qiuying .
- Impossible , they're classmate .
4. Have you ever seen 14 cry ? - Xiner .
- Eh ? I don't think so leh .
5. Would 4 & 11 be a good couple? - Charmaine , Phyllis .
- Impossible lur ._.
6. Do you think 11 is attactive?- Phyllis .
- Yeayea ! thats why i love her , Lol .
7. What's 2's favourite colour ? - Baoshuang .
- Eh ? Black ? White ? :l
8. When was the last time you talk to 9 ? - Kohmeiting .
- I talk to her almost everyday leh , wont lost contact want , Lol .
9. What language does 8 speak ? - Kohmeiqin .
- Human language (:
10. Who is 13 going out with ? - Verily .
- Idk , her friend , her family ?
11. What grade is 12 in ?- Qiuying .
- sec 4.
12. Would you ever date with 10 ? - Sitifitri .
- If she became a boy , then say ? (:
13. Where does 5 live ? - Cindy .
- Admiralty .
14. What's the best thing about 3 ? - Bilian .
- Eh Idk ._.
15.What would you want to tell 10 now ? - Sitifitri .
- imissyou! come chat with me in msn soon (:
16. What's the best thing about 8 ? - Kohmeiqin .
- She ar ? Talk about show her best thing alr .
17. Have you ever kissed 5 ? - Cindy .
- Eh , i don't think so .
18. What was the best memories you have with 7 ? - Jolin .
- When i first step into adss , i saw her (:
19. When's the last time you're going to see 6 ? - Jiajin .
- I forgot alr , but i know is very very long ):
20. How is 14 & 12 different ?- Qiuying , Xiner .
- No different , both are my friend (:
21. Is 6 pretty ? - Jiajin .
- Yeayea , she's damn cute & pretty !
22. What was the first impression of 11 ? - Phyllis .
- Best listener , Understanding (:
23. How did you meet 5 ? - Cindy .
- From AdmiraltySecondary , My 4yearsclassmate (:
24. Is 1 your best friend ? - Adallyn .
- She's my best girlf .
25. Do you hate 12 ? - Qiuying .
- Give me reason for me to hate her ?
26. Have you seen 4 on the last month ? - Charmaine .
- Yea , when last day of school .
27. When was the last time you said to 3 ? - Bilian .
- Eh , i forgot alr .
28. Have you been to 5's house ? - Cindy .
- Yup .
29.When's the next time your gonna see 10 ? - Sitifitri .
- Idk , i've 2week never saw her alr .
31.Have you been to a movie with 4 before ? - Charmaine .
- Yes ! :D
33. Would you give 2 a hug ? - Baoshuang .
- :o , Maybe .
34. When have you lied to 3 ? - Bilian .
- Nope .
35. Is 1 good with socializing ? - Adallyn .
- Maybe .

Mixed feeling , ignore this post .

2009-06-11T22:41:00.012+08:00

I'm not in the mood right now , ):

something is bothering me again & again , that feeling damn sucks .

how am i going to react and pretend nothing happen ?

Yea , i may look happy as you think , but you still don't know how i feel .
can you just freaking understand me ? can you ?

. will update again ~~tmr~~ , bye .

Every words , without any notice .

2009-06-10T18:10:00.011+08:00

I'm back ! {:
Trip over to KL/Genting was pretty fun .
i do miss someone badly ): , but he wont appear in my life anymore .
Has been 2years since i last saw him around feb/march this year .
Everything gone w/o any notice , I'm strong enough to face it ;
Okay , i won't elaborate so much , some picture will do , Bye .
{ Parent was so busy with adult game 'casino , so we went out & have fun ;♥}

Bye.

2009-06-06T23:25:00.013+08:00

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1 last day ;
will be leaving tomorrow morning ; so ,
Wont be posting this few days .
will update when i'm back (:
Bye people .
(♥)
Is time to leave everything behind & enjoy my holiday .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :B

2009-06-05T14:41:00.015+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDYKHORXUEFANG! ♥
Hope you like what we've give you uh ,
& i wanna thank you for being there with me when i'm down .
iloveyouultramany ; ♥
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Last day of bridging , Finally here come my holiday .
okay , I'm Getting Sick & sicker of you ,
stop giving me that look , it make me hate you more really .
i think you still don't know where you gone wrong .
Think with your heart , who did you hurt the most .
Not happy with me ? come talk to me directly ,
there isn't any need to tell your boy about it .
& hor , i do/talk what no need you to care .
if you want to care , care about yourself first , i'll be very appreciate it .
You've your that bunch of friend , is enough .
& lastly your innocent look don't melt my heart .

I think how much i have done , no one feel it .
is okay , i smile and pretend nothing happen .
2moreday.

ღ

2009-06-04T21:11:00.014+08:00

Went to school as usual for bridging lesson today.
Okay , almost everyday will receive worksheet from teacher :l
although is bored , but still laughter will be there rightright , buddy .
whatever it is , tomorrow last day & i think will be a fun day `
After school , went home & off to cwp with AASY & VTMJ ♥
went shop for something for someone , saw many familiar faces .
after that went mac for lunch & making card for that someone (:
After making the card , off to toilet & 6 floor take picture , Laugh .
Around 5 , Homed '

They never fail to make me smile ;

i don't know what am i thinking right now .
something is bothering me badly ):
- Onedayyournamejustdidn'tmakemesmile .
3moreday;

Your smile ,

2009-06-03T22:59:00.010+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EELING ! ♥
i long long time never heart to heart chat with you alr .
i miss those day , we chatting & laughing all time , seeyou soon ! {:\

Bridging today was pretty fun , especially English lesson laugh .
Teacher was super high can , Lol . Alright MrAng not here today , i think he's sick .
Takecare yea ! :D 2 moreday of bridging faster end pls ! i want my holiday ):
I love my Buddy many , i think she already read the ~~love~~ letter i pass to her today ! Ha . Okay , was chatting with AASY now , she damn hyper today keep making me laugh at msn , funny la she , but still don't think too much ley , stay strong & smile more {: & at the same time i was waiting for baoshuang to call , but i think she not going to call back alr , nevermind . Baoshuang , cheerup ! ♥

seriously , i'm anti happy today ;
but i don't know why , but i can pretend nothing happen ,
& laugh/smile with them :D, yea i've to stay ~~strong~~ !

4moreday

Second Day of bridging program .

2009-06-02T12:53:00.014+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY ! ♥

There comes a time in life , to let go of all pointless drama .

Just came back from school .
11people attend bridging today , seriously don't feel like going ,
but have to serve DC for each day that never turn up . @!#@*!&
Motivation talk today , saw that frog on the screen remember me of someone !
Today lesson was pretty ok , Math lesson do worksheet .
Ebs lesson do worksheet also , but talk & laugh alot with classmate .
Mr tan today was so lil happy uh , keep making us laugh throughout his lesson .
Lesson end at 11.30pm today ! went home straight & now i'm posting .
I'll update again later on if i wan to , off to sleep now Bye .

3 moreday of bridging .
5moreday ;

First Day of bridging program .

2009-06-01T22:27:00.006+08:00

Took cab to school today with qy & kmq .
the bus was so freaking long & is already 7.05am
That taxi driver was wasting our time can ,
Ask him drive straight , he turn right ! Somemore turn one big round to school .
This nevermind , six dollar trip to school & didn't realise he return a malaysia coin back . And instead of 10cent coin , he return 5cent ! See how "GOOD" was this driver . Don't let me see this driver again ! ._. Reached school , less then 20 attend bridging program today . Cpa lesson make me wanna sleep , my eye was so heavy . Ebs&Math lesson , do worksheet only . Okay , 12.15pm went home straight ! Went marsiling mrt with qy , take tee & back home .
Sleep all the way until 8 & now I'm posting .

to someone ;
stop reacting as you've done nothing wrong at all seriously .
you're making someone trust you the most , don't know how to trust you again.
& i'm ~~surprise~~ you won't feel any guilty ,
how i wish you will become the someone , that i know from sec1&2.
You totally change to a different person ,
that i really don't know how to treat you as friend again .
* jmtv - i know you can , cheerup ! {L}
Tomorrow will be a perfect day [: `

4moreday of bridging .
6moreday ;

Happy Birthday !

2009-05-31T17:27:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOH MEI TING ; ♥

Although , we will argue over some stuff , but still iloveyoulak!

* wont be elaborate so much .

Overall the celebration was pretty fun .

Ton-ed downstair with Kmt , Cheryl , qiuying , Laifoong , Leon&co.

was chatting & gossip about someone halfway , All thank to someone in blue , we've to escape from that place . Run over to block 6 with girls , planing to go SPC buy thing , Endup someone in blue was there -.- , Qy called and say go my house , so went back to my house with girls . Awhile later leon & zen came up my house , & the other 3 have to go home straight . so they were at my house, watching tv , playing poker & some sleeping . Around 6 , prepare and return school for bridging program . & they went home after that .

:D :D :D !

2009-05-30T23:59:00.007+08:00

Photograph so you won't forget ; Dream like there is no reality.

I'm bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored now .
Currently was chatting with adallyn at msn .
well , i'm glad that you will understand what i wanna tell you .
1moremin ; will be a brand new day .
& Yes happy birthday to KMT ;♥
8moreday.

I'm finding ways .

2009-05-29T16:19:00.008+08:00

People say strength comes from holding on.

I believe that sometimes, true strength comes from letting go.

Second day Lms homestay ;
Off comp around 10 , cab down to 768 meet verily .
After that bus back home & have breakfast with friend .
was having a fun chat with verily at msn in the morning , righright ? {:
~~shit~~ D: i still haven touch my LMS homework .
Seriously I'm lazy to do it but have to hand up by next week .
First week june holiday equal to Bridging program at school ):

I'm tired , I need sleep , Bye .
9moreday.

2009-05-28T12:00:00.007+08:00

Firstly , Happy Belated Birthday to Mum ; ♥
Happy Birthday to Qiuwen :D .

Elearning today make my head gonna burst .
English , Math , Ebs ' ~~Mother tongue~~ .
Printed out everything & i haven done any of it yet .
so difficult especially that english paper ! ):
sighsighsigh.

will update again soon , Bye .

Edited @ 11.45pm ;

Just came back from Qiuwen bbq at downstair .

pretty fun , hope she get to taste the cake that we brought for her .

Ha , once again happybirthdaytoyou; :D

Face the reality ;

2009-05-26T22:21:00.002+08:00

Firstly HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHARMAINEONG;♥

Hope you have enjoy alot today !

Remember , must handle with care of that cute lil photo of T.H.Y .

You know who am i referring to right ? :D

- Inter-class cheering competition today .

Finally the cheer is ended with lot of fun with classmate .

& we've try our best for everything / Practice & Etc for the past few day .

& yes , we show teamwork/togetherness ! , ♥

Tomorrow will be the last day of school .

Thursday&Friday = Elearning Day at home .

I'm ~~happy~~ , ~~happy happy happy~~ .

I know what to do next , thanks someone who taught me alot ; ♥

Every single fall will makes you learn something & stronger .

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2009-05-25T16:31:00.011+08:00

Just came back from school .
Firstly , Happy Advance Birthday to CharmaineOng.
Due to tomorrow time is tight , we have cheer & ite stuff
so we help you celebrate today , Hope you like the mini celebration today .
The practice today was okay , fun & lot of laughter .
& yes , win or loss doesn't matter , we know we alr try our best .

okay , wont elaborate much about what i feel .
First - I'll be okay ت .
Second - I'm sick & tired of everything .
Third - I'll be myself very soon ت .

/ Paint the heart black .

2009-05-24T22:44:00.004+08:00

Second post for today ;
To - limbaoshuang.
Idk what really happen to you , but i really hope you will cheerup .
whatever i wanna say to you , already said .
all i can tell you is , don't think too much & study hard for prelim & N'lvl .
& I'm sure your brother will be your good listener when he's back .

shagshagshagshag-
okay , i not in the right mood now . Bye .
2moreweek to go !

saw this at phyllisteo♥ blog .
nicenicenice song ` {:

/ how i wish , i suffer from memory loss .
& i wont think so much anymore .

Different path , Different story .

2009-05-24T17:29:00.014+08:00

Finally get a chance to chat with sweetheart :D ,
was chatting with sitifitri♥ and CharmaineOng♥ right now at msn .
Fitri , i hope you will be alright real soon . Remember aku selalu untuk kamu (:
Thank for being there for me whenever i am facing problem .
you never fail to make me smile , never fail to listen to my problem , really .
you're my great listener ! :D
~~i need time for everything , yea time .~~
- Have a longlong chat with charmaine , i realise after we separated class .
we never chat for so long alr rightright ? hope we wont drift yea .

Okay , I'm super duper bored right now .
- Tomorrow have school .
- Tomorrow have to stay back for practice .
- Tomorrow have to go take something for someone .

i'm trying my very best , to let go everything .
i want holiday . Holiday ! Holiday ! Holiday !
i don't wanna think anymore .

BOREDBOREDBORED;{!}

2009-05-23T22:05:00.016+08:00

I'm boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored right now .

Was rotting at home the whole day , after i came back from cwp at 10am .

Mum went over KL , Dad went out , kmt out to escape , kmq was sleeping .

& i was alone , facing this computer the whole afternoon .

Ard 6 . Dad came back cook dinner for us & he went out again .

I go watch tv alr , Bye .

it seem to be going the wrong way, the wrong direction, the wrong move.
it seem to be changing lot more, more then lot.
you thought, you seem, you wonder . But i'm not going to let this continue..

sitifitri;sweetheart♥

menjadi sukacita , aku selalu untuk kamu ! (:

you look so down yesterday , i hope you're okay right now .

imisschattingiwithyou{!} Chat with you real soon at msn .

Nothing matter now (':

2009-05-22T22:16:00.008+08:00

Will post in bullet form .

I'm not in the good mood , & i don't know why .
Went to school as usual .
Pe lesson was tiring .
Lesson today was relax , nothing special .
After school stay back for cheer till 3.30pm .
Went home straight after that .
I'll update a proper one at the next post , Bye .

i'm tired , i'm tired , i'm tired of everything .
i tell myself not to care/know , but things keep appearing in front of me .
i'm enough , yes i'm . I've to stay strong & leave everything behind now ! NOW !
- I'm happy (':

A fake smile .

2009-05-21T23:14:00.003+08:00

Ite trip today was " no comment " .
School today was boring & tired ,
anti good mood this few day , sorry for showing my attitude
toward people around me . I'm okay right now , i think .
Get to know overall result , 2D , 1B , 1C , 1U .
was alike to adallyn result also i think , Hah .
okay , shall stop here , i'm tired ! Bye .

Ignore this part ;
There's many different people up there in life .
i should have know from the start but too bad, it's too late .
i don't know who to trust right now ,
Everything seems changing from bad to worst .
i realise , there's still many thing going on .
Surprising people who don't know anything show more concern .
well , i think i've to stay real strong & leave everything behind right ?
- If you think i'm saying you , then so be it , face to face ask me .

how am i going to react & pretend nothing happen?

2009-05-20T21:15:00.019+08:00

I need time to react , yes time .

Finally finish a part of ebs coursework today .
~~anyhow~~ do & printed out , damn stress D: .
Tomorrow will be going over clementi ite for course after school ,
hope can see the teacher that took us for retail course last year .
imissmissmiss his act so much , Lol .
& yes , i miss the day when having course
with the girls in clementi ite last year ):
having lot of fun & many many stuff . ' see how time flies so fast .
shall stop here ; will update more tomorrow , Bye .
thing happen again & again & idk how am i going to react seriously !
i'm enough really , one day , i'm sure i wont want to know anymore .

Damn mood ):

2009-05-19T22:18:00.004+08:00

Took back almost all my result except mt pp1 .
and ya i failed my ebs damn badly , yes i predicted .
thank for the A-grade paper ! ._.
Lesson today was so-so-so freeee .
Tomorrow will be having ebs coursework ! coursework ! coursework ! D:
short post for today , not in the mood , Bye .

Damn mood , something is bothering me round & round .
shit it , face it ! face it ! face it !
i'm damn tired with many many stuff ,
life still going on , what can i do ? ):
but still , this suffering mind of mine {x} .

nomoretrust.

2009-05-18T22:46:00.001+08:00

went to school as usual .

Firstly thanks buddy for everything ! (:
Got back some result today ,
English pp 2 , Math pp1 & 2 , Chinese Lc .
Okay , my English have De-prove alot alot alot !
& idk why , nevermind waiting for pp1 result .
if that one also fail , i nothing to say alr .
result not as good as common test ,
But still , i try my best for every paper ;
I've to mug really hard for prelim & N'lvl alr .
/ PhyllisTeoMinQi ; Cheer up I'm hereherehere for you ♥
- Shagshagshag.
i think I've to face it , yes face it .
well , i don't wanna care & don't wanna know also .
In life , there's still many thing Ive to face it .

thank for everything , thanks ! :D ; I believe it nownownow .

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2009-05-17T21:43:00.008+08:00

Just came back from dinner .
Out with friend today ~~study~~ slack .
I'm tired right now .
Have school tomorrow , i go pack my stuff now .
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Will update more tomorrow ! Bye !
Tmrtmrtmr!): ihopenothingwillhappenreally'sigh.

Speechless .

2009-05-16T22:14:00.017+08:00

I'm wondering how long will this end , really .
there's many different people up there in life .
well , i hope you will understand what someone have done for you .
eversince when you need her , she beside you ?
but end up what you have given to her you tell me .
lies or ? trying to make her life difficult .
spent sometime , use your heart and think carefully .
you know who you are , i wont elaborate much .
i think , when i start elaborating , is wasting of my time on you .
so yep , i hope you will change to a better person .
that's all i can say . - 你是时侯，好好反醒一下了。
i hope i can believe , in fate {:

/ I'm sorry , tag will reply very soon .

I'm tired . God will make way for everylilthing. 1moreday):

:D :D :D `

2009-05-15T11:21:00.011+08:00

Exam are officially over !

But still worry about the result ,

Paper was ok-ok except EBS .

I've already tried my very best for every paper .

study for long , if i still fail .

I've nothing to say , at least I've already try my very best .

Ebs i can predict I'll flunk that paper badly for sure .

well , is time for me to relax , sleep & play !

& Mug really hard for prelim & N'Lvl During june holiday .

- /Tag will be reply tmr .

i really hope nothing will happen , pray hard .

sigh , I'm so worry about something ):

i hope it wont happen , i pray hard everyday

& hope nothing will happen , Really .

2moreday to monday & i hope next week will smoothly ended !

pls , ):

• ExamExamExam.

2009-05-12T20:14:00.006+08:00

pray hard , nothing happen ! Pls ):

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Will update after MYE .
06May- ~~English paper 1~~ & ~~MT paper1~~ .
12May - ~~Math Paper 1~~.
13May- ~~English paper 2~~ & ~~CPA paper 2~~ .
14May - ~~Math paper 2~~ , ~~Ebs paper~~ & ~~MT paper 3~~ .
15May - ~~CPA paper 1~~ .

I'm so-so-so-so stress ):!

Mixed feeling !

2009-05-11T18:45:00.011+08:00

- Ignore this post .

I'M WONDERING WHY !

whatever it is ?
If you think i never care you then never lor .
I treat everyone fair can ? If you think i treat you not good enough ?
you ask those person around me lur okay !
i really don't know what to say ? You keep saying you don't wanna care .
but deep down inside your heart , i think you really care can ?
your action show me this .
You think i alone then close to you ? ' then i apologize to you ok ! '
but i know what am i doing , if you say so ? then yes i am .
cos I'm speechless now .
but if you say i never care about you ? seriously .
i wanna say is , are you sure yesterday i never talk to you ?
are you sure whenever we going to toilet we never call you along ?
are you sure when we buying thing to eat we never call you along ?
Are You Really Sure ?!
Is you don't want to , not we never call you leh .
if you tell me i never say that , then fine .
i then don't know what you want.
if you say you talked to us & we ignore you then sorry ,
cos , seriously i never heard you talking to us ,
i only know we're just talking bout math
& you walk damn fast & left us behind .
Okay fine , is over , if you think I'm wrong , or what .
i apologize bigbig for you here .
I'M SORRY !

Maybe , i think , I'm not a good friend .

I'm enough of every lil thing that happen this year really .

fuck everything !

& now i realise i don't know what is friendship all about ?

cos is like so hard to maintain&build the friendship stronger anymore.

& i swear , i feel nothing anymore .

~~friends worry about you and ask you whats wrong~~

~~friends try to let you in on the fun~~

~~friends don't ask for presents in return, instead, they say it's okay.~~

DON'T ASK ME WHAT HAPPEN !

2009-05-10T20:24:00.007+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER DAY ! ♥

Never celebrate with mum , this year .

will be celebrate with her upcoming birthday together .

Flip through math textbook & worksheet today .

& i think i gonna flunk my math paper badly ! ):

i realise , i still have so many question don't understand ,

high chance no confident , & Only left 1 more day .

- studystudystudystudystudystudy.

2009-05-09T20:29:00.017+08:00

went study with same people .
i manage to understand math abit , Thank for teaching me (: .
I really hope i can do well for my math this year .
wont be elaborate much , I'm tired .

some overdue & today photo ;

- Flashback my mind , i think I've left many thing undone .
& i realise how time fly so fast , This year wasn't a good year for me i think .
Now only May , & I've already go through so many stuff/problem .
How i wish , i can end this year smoothly really .

2009-05-08T20:26:00.018+08:00

went to school as usual .
Almost every lesson do own stuff & self revision !
4moreday to math paper ): & I'm still slacking .
As in , i haven start math revision at all , only ebs .
Have to start revision tmr alr , - Hope so *
if not , i going to say byebye for my math paper alr .
stressstressstressstress. && SitiFitri ; Imissya , Get well soon ! {:
whatever it is , i cant imaging that ____ will become like that .
- Seriously i've nothing to say about you right now , Really .
i cant predict , you will change until the person i don't really know !
i cant predict , you will do this all to someone used to trust you .
If you think , I'm the one ? Then I'm , cos you'll think that your thinking is right .
then so-be-it .
well , smile and pretend everything's ok (: !

2009-05-07T21:37:00.019+08:00

Title: Time change everything so badly .

** Happy Birthday ShiQi (:

went to school as usual .

after school went home straight ~

short post for today .

- I don't know what your mind is thinking leh seriously .
you feel like that better issit ? then so be it ,
I'm sure one day you will get what you don't want & not what you really want .
I've alr lost trust on you , i swear . Whatever i heard , i trust , you know why ?
You should know what you have done .
Idk which part of your word should i trust the most .
oh-ya , i admit i'm so stupid to tell you so many stuff last time ,
Turn one round become i'm in the wrong right ? i-dont-care-anyway .
Say/do/call whatever you want , i'm stading right here waiting for you (:
& you better dont hurt her again & again {!
16year of living , first time i saw this kind of "Good" friend in life .
i know everyone will change ,
but did you think what you have done ? who you have hurt ?
well , you know it yourself wont elaborate much .
- I really hope you would change to a better person like the past .
Remember , i'm waiting /!

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2009-05-06T21:19:00.003+08:00

I'm back ! (:
English paper today was so-so-so difficult .
I don't think i can pass this paper for sure ,
Have to mug harder on paper 2 alr !
Chinese paper was okay .
After school went study with verily , qiuying & adallyn .
never really study much cos math was like (?) for us ,
but still we did study for ebs abit .
Next Tuesday was math paper alr & now i still have no confident on it .
i dont think i can do better this time ): ,
i'm so stress !

Replies of tag ,
fitri: cheeeeeeeer up sweetheart .
- I'm okay ! Thank for you concern .
BILIAN: Yohs , dont sad uhs . cheerup
- Where got sad , i'm okay lur :D !
`MIAOLING(: Jieh! Relink me, thanks alot, imyl D:
- Okay will relink you soon , welcome , imyl too ):
ShinHui♥: Cheerup sweeties.
ShinHui♥: Loves.
- Yea thanks {:
♥Maяianne: Yohhs , how have euu been ?
- Yo ! i'm fine yea ? how about you ?
yana: relink me
- Will relink you soon (:
ADALLYN: TAGGED
- Thankyou !
♥ CELIA: Mei. TAGGED TAGED! : d Tag me! : )
- Thankyouthankyou , alright (: !

2009-05-05T12:11:00.011+08:00

I'm now at school computer lab .
Sorry for not updating recently .
as i said , my house Internet is currently down .
so i cant update so often , perhaps after mye ?
Goodluck Everyone :} `
thank people for concern , I'm okay !

- I dont know what's going on right now ):\

2009-04-29T09:25:00.006+08:00

I was having cpa lesson now , free time .
House Internet is currently down , so wont be update so often .

- Yea , i did say i wanan end this year smoothly .
But is like so damn hard to end you know ?
i just cant forgot everything {!} ,
i cant forgot what you said to me about her ?
i cant forgot what you tell me about qy & her why become so close ?
i cant forgot ! Even qy i also don't understand her well .
don't say her , & other people around me , i cant understand myself too .
Actually i and jasmine is okay , i never hate her before i swear .
Even if you think i hate her , like you say , i not close to her .
so how do i know what she's done and what she never done right ?
who tell me bad about jasmine , you and qy ? i choose to believe you both .
but end up ? what i get .
And she never shouted at me , is at qy .
she ps her anot ? you have to ask her not me .
if you think with them you're left out ? you never think how when you with me and verily ?
when did we ps you ? when you alone at toilet who's the one go find you ?
maybe you feel nothing , but we alr try our very best to maintain this friendship .
& lastly verily and my stuff is alr ok&over ! Why not you all can ok&over too ?
make it so diffcult for what leh ?
Like you say , you choose to talk to jasmine about something , but did you choose to share with us ? maybe you don't believe us alr , or what . so be it .
cos maybe you and her friendship longer , she understand you more .
Take a example :
That day you and qy go watch movies ?
i really willing want you both to study end up i get what ?
i dont know why suddenly you all wan watch movie lah .
i didnt blame you both , i'm only lil sad . But yet happy also ,
cos you both back tgt . But now what's happend again ?
I really dontnkow ! fine , i dont wanna care anymore .

if people choose to hate me , then hate for all they want .

2009-04-26T20:26:00.001+08:00

will update soon ..

2009-04-24T21:33:00.010+08:00

-
Went to school as per-normal .
Mothertongue , English , Pe , Ebs , Recess , Hope+ .
After school , went to sembawang shopping centre starbucks
find 6 product & re-do the coursework .
Study math/ebs abit & went back cwp ,
Walk around cwp & back home ard 7+ (:

Replies of tag ,
verily ((:: thank u meijun (:
- Nope [: ` Cheerup yea ♥
MeiTing: Hello ! Tagged (:
- Lol , thankyou .
passerby!: What is your blogsong ? anyway nice blogskin ! [:
- Er , you're sorry by Taylor swift .

2009-04-24T21:00:00.012+08:00

Damn it !
Another shag day .
I'm enough of everything seriously .
Firstly , if you think what you have done is correct ? then so be it .
god knows everything , pls kindly leave faraway from her / Tyvm !
& I'll pretend i see nothing , yea nothing .
& I'm sure one day you will regret !
Especially YOU=HIM ! i dontcare weather YOU=HIM saw this anot .
spam whatever you one , i dont give a damn .
cos , think twice , who're in the wrong first !
Childish people do childish stuff , so i dontcare .
Secondly , i dontknow what had happen .
I've to listen to someone said , don't treat a person so-so-so good .
i know it yea really , i didn't blame them , is their choice (:
somemore , they 2 meant to be good friend last time .
so , I've fulfill my wish at my previous previous previous post !
so yep , should happy for them , I'll stay away .
- & i'm not angry , girlf & qy . i'm just so upset , girlf know why .
Thirdly , Manymany thanks you to someone (: ,
i learn many stuff from you , thanks .
i realise that , i've to leave everything aside & study for mye !
& yes , cos i used to it ; i can be more independent .

i admit my attitude sucks .

i admit i dont understand people well .

i admit !

& i'll smile and pretend everything's ok (:

2009-04-23T18:36:00.005+08:00

I'VE NO MOOD FOR BLOGGING TODAY / !

i'll just reply tag , thats all .

you make me start to hate you , yes you !

Replies of tag ,
YANA: HEY LOVE , LINK ME (:
- Linked ! :D
ilah: ily ohk??
ilah: bt, wateva happens, you can't look bk..
ilah: ily mei jun! thx fer helping mie..&& let your mistakes be a learning in your lyfe..
- Alright , thank for concern , i'm okay yea , welcome for the help , this is what are friend for yea ? you too uh , cheerup ! i'm here (:

2009-04-22T21:40:00.011+08:00

Title: Stress , Tired .

Sorry for not posting yesterday .

- Changed blogsong (:

went to school as usual ,

Cpa coursework have officially ended i think ?

but Ebs coursework was still going on , damn stress ! ):

have to redo everything , need to go down to starbucks again .

5station after school today , after that went home staright .

Tag will be reply on the next post , sorry !

◦ i dont understand , what is going on . seriously.

2009-04-20T20:58:00.014+08:00

Title: ;

Went to school as usual .

English oral today was okay for the reading part .

the conversation part , i was like nothing to say .

over is over , now have to mug hard for mye .

Lesson today was okay ,
English lesson today make me so-so-so sleepy .

not about what teacher was teaching ,
was bout lacking of sleep ytd , ):

i told myself to study hard , for mye , but I'm lazy for everything .

but still , i'll try my very very best for everything .

- I wonder how much longer

I can go on running from the millions of mistakes

that I've made in this life ★ .

2009-04-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

Title: Finally..♥

~~Damn it .~~

i don't know what to say about you ;

Tomorrow have English oral ,

Goodluck for those taking oral tomorrow ,

especially \4T2/

- undone coursework .

- haven start revision for mye .

I don't know who to trust anymore .

the thing i only know , is to leave this school asap .

Replies of tag ,
phyllis(:: piguuu ! LOVE LAH SIAHS ! wad's ur blog song
- Lol , Loveya too , erm ' 最情爱的.'
adallyn: relink
- Relinked .
fitri: thankyouthankyouthankyou sweeeetheart , i app it alot . thanks fr helping me .
- welcomewelcome , [:

2009-04-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

Title: 让时间证明一切..

went out with some classmate to do ebs coursework .
Marina square - Suntect city - Raffles city link .
went over to 3 Starbucks to observe their customer service record .
overall the trip to the 3 place was okay but tired ,
Ebs coursework was like super stress can , ):
Reached home around 9 , and I'm here posting {:
I've to start revision for my mye alr *

-
** i really don't know what's going on .
I'm sorry that the person , i used loud tone on ,
& show my attitude toward , sorry .
fuck everything can yea , (!)
I've to control my attitude from today onward .
no more angry , stay ~~cheerful~~ !

till the day comes , i realise i dont need you anymore .

2009-04-17T20:49:00.008+08:00

Title: Tiring day D: .

I'm super tired today ): ,
went to school as usual , yep .
time flies , is alr Friday & MYE is coming nearer and nearer ):
2.4 today was so tired , manage to pass & I'm happy .
don't need to run over and over again ! , soooo tired .
4years in school , first time pass 2.4 ._. ,
after school went home bath & sleep for awhile .
2.30pm meet them at 768 buy things
& went school for speech day .
Overall the speech day was okay but tired/hot .
Take class-T after the speech day.
& went home straight after that .

Replies of tag ,
fitri: aww . i saw my name . hahaha
- Yeayea , Ha takecare well & cheerup uh Loveyo !
adrealle♥: LOVER! immmmmy too. i saw you today! and you smiled at meeee! sweet smile. love ya. x3
- Ha , yea i saw you too {; , Honeysweetsmile Lover , Lovaya ♥

2009-04-16T18:19:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAZREEL ! ♥

Went to school as usual .
Lesson today was like kinda relax .
English lesson , got fire alarm ._. , Lol .
wasted half of the English lesson ,
math was free period , mr ang not here today .
Ebs do other school test worksheet , tired/bored .
Hope+ lesson , mr lim come for 15min & went off ,
due to some competition i think ? left new other school test worksheet for us & left . Free period again , Lol .
After school , went for sst & went home straight .
Lastly , happy birthday jazreel , hope you like the card uh (: .

Tomorrow 2.4 run !
Tomorrow Speech Day till 7pm !
):\ & yah , cheerup herlina&fitfit.

Replies of tag ,
qiuying: post le (:
- Ha , okayokay .
♥Maяianne: TakeCAre ,
- Takecare too , :D
Lf ; MEIJUN :D: Thanks for your concern. Im okay (:
- Nopenope , smile ya ! :D

2009-04-15T16:27:00.013+08:00

Title: Nothing seems real anymore , ):

whatever it is , i really don't wanna care anymore .
i feel so tired & enough alr , sigh .

Today lesson was pretty fine .
except that coursework , damn stress la kay .
i totally feel like giving up at the point of time .
End up , i did nothing , yea nothing .
Folder B = Nothing .
i think i have to really really buck up myself for everything !):
& sorry for just now , i'm fine alr , thank people for concern ♥ .

Even tough how much i treat a person Better/Good .
i don't think that person will feel it anyway .
so what for am i trying ?
To be happy .
To build the friendship stronger .
To trust .
To be more understanding .
Maybe i'm really thinking too much ,
whocare ? i feel nothing , yup nothing .

Nothing seems real anymore , ):

2009-04-14T20:41:00.010+08:00

Title: 时间不会停留.

School was alright today .
After school , went for sst & went home straight .
time flies fast yea ? CPA coursework is almost done ,
left with EBS coursework Task B tmrtmrtmr ): !
damn stress can . sighsighsigh/
whatever it is , last year have to ~~motivate~~ myself alr .
2moreday to someone birthday ; Ha !

Replies of tag ,
cliff.: haha, linked you alrdy! (:
- Alright , thanks .
baoxD: relink me. http://ding-d0ngg.blogspot.com/ thanks!
baoxD: thanks.,mami(:meetupp soon!
- Relinked okay , meet up soon yea , Misses .
fitri: imy ! nice song and nice blog sweetheart
- Heh , imissyou too , i changed everything alr :l Ha , Loveya .
`JiaJin: Baobei baobei ! xD imy as much too . haha ! sure , meet up soon . loveyou x3 .
- Alrightalright , i swear after N-lvl , your O-lvl out with xiner kaykaykay ? Love :D
charmaine: haha okok !! ok ok.. =D take care too!muhaha
- Ha , yep takecare , Get well soon .
alvin: Hahaas Takecare too^^!
- Ha ,okayokay , Takecare !
leon: hello mei jun taggged!~!
- Hello , thankyou aye .

2009-04-13T22:34:00.011+08:00

Title: - This suffering mind of mine ;

Sorry for not posting .
went to school as usual today ,
MT test today was difficult ): ,
MT oral result compare to last year was worst .
i think i gonna screw my Chinese paper this year .
Overall , school was okay today , nothing special yea ?
Tag will reply on next post , I've to pack my thing alr , Bye .

But I’m not gonna cry,

Not one sad or happy tear,

And now I’m gonna fly right outta here.

★ I don't give a damn about what you think .

I'm tired , ya i'm ):

{#}

2009-04-10T22:32:00.014+08:00

No mood for posting today .

promise to reply tag on the next post .

so i'm here replying .

& cheerup phyllisteo(L)

Replies of tag ,
Lf ; MEIJUN :D: Hello ! :B
- Hellooooooo ! {:
charmaine: thanks for ur caring alot. really. thanks i love you! i will take care de!
charmaine: haha, thanks for ur concern. sorry to make you all worried yesterday interhouse!
- Is okay , Cheerup . Get well soon kay ? {:
alvin: Thankks hahas [:
- Welcomeeee {:
phyllis(: pigu ! relink
- Relinked ! :D , takecare .
G-wendolynnn♥: hellos. tagged ahs! tagged me when free. haha. no lahs. kidding . loves alright.
- Hello , Lol alrightt , takecare yea , loves .
tiffany((:: dun care dat person who try to spoil ur family.hehes stay happy:D
- Ehs , i never care at all , thanks , (:
Cindykhor: Meijun! (:
- Ha , Helllo (:

the more i treat a person good , the more i hurt the most .

because nobody understand what happen to me next .

i promise not to cry anymore , cos i get nothing in the end .

i know i've alr do what i wanna do , feel it anot ?

nevermind cos i feel nothing anymore ! yea nothing (X)
whatever nothing matter now .

School Sport Carnival .

2009-04-09T23:59:00.002+08:00

Green house was third again .
Lol , no change leh , ._.
Every year sport carnival was the same .
only this year got lil different , got water soccer !
so damn funny , Laugh .
was walking around the school watching people play .
Overall the sport carnival was still okay .
Tag will reply on the next post . Bye.

You will never know why , {x}

2009-04-08T22:05:00.011+08:00

School today was fine .
Ebs coursework making me so stress stress stress !
Seriously , i feel like giving up , but still i anyhow do & print .
Heard that Charmaine sprain her foot again ): ,
Get well soon Kay , Remember what i tell you uh .
if not face the consequence :l ` Lol .
Kay I'll stop here , will update more tomorrow .
Bye .

等到有一天，时间会慢慢证明一切。

2009-04-06T23:00:00.001+08:00

Basically , the someone:} refer to sitifitri♥ .
Ha , hope she like gift that we gave to her today :B
Lesson today was ok-ok ! Nothing special .
school life was almost the same everyday ,
so i wont be update so often , unless i'm bored , i feel like posting or what .
ByeByeBye .

Replies of tag ,
baoshuang: hello.mami(:stay pretty(:
- Lol , Hello :D you too you too , takecare Loves.
`MIAOLING(: Jieh ! Dh bloq sonq very nice lehhs ! (; Taqs taqs
- Hello , Ha thanks {: .
VERILYTAN ❤: hahas ok smile yeahs
- Yea , smilesmile (:

2009-04-05T22:40:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating recently .
Yesterday went over to tpy & bukitbatok with QY & A ask info bout class-T
tpy want cmi , ._. customer service sucks .
so went over to bukitbatok one , Monday then confirm with him again .
after that went back to woodland , meet jazreel them at block10 .
awhile later went over to auntie house for dinner & homed .
Today , meet up qiuying to marsiling mrt station , meet verily over there .
collect cloth & went buy present for someone:}
went home after that , tomorrow have school ! ):
i go pack my bag alr , will reply tag on the next post .

i'm tired of everything , if you think i'm so be it .
i don't wanna care alr , i'm sick & tired of everything now .
To that someone :
Better get things right before anyhow tell my parent .
if you wanna spoil my family , oh-sorry you cant .
my mum understand me more then you {!}
so don't see alr , then anyhow call .
if you think i did , think twice , i wont sit down there & let you see !
Fine , i don't care anymore .
If you spoil my family , one day you will know .
you dont understand me , dont anyhow bomb story ,
cos , i donthink people around me understand me too .

- April Fool .

2009-04-01T09:36:00.027+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITIFITRI ! ♥"
Hope you like the card i gave you ; will give you your present soon ! :D

Ebs coursework today , make me so-so-so stress !
i haven finish , i haven print .
Hopefully next week i can finish all .
After school , go sst & went home straight .
i'm tired of everything , so leave me alone .
After today , i wont be posting till Friday , Bye !

Replies of tag ,
G-wendolynnn♥: do the quiz at my blog okay.
- Okay , will do soon if I'm free {:
Shinhui: Nice blogskin (:
- Thanks {:
CindyKhor: Meijun, Cheerup! Learn to ignore things, is one of the great path to inner peace. Smile, lovex3
- Thankyou , I'm okay alr don't worry , Loves {:
fitri: thankyou
- Welcome , Loves {:
VERILY :): MeiJun cheer up ok ? nothing happen derhx yeahs (: MUST SMILE YEAHS ~
- Er , i'm okay alr {: Dont worry , thanks .
HuiHui: Hello(: Daughter miss you! Saw you many times le uhh! Hahas. Takecare loves(:
- Hello , imissyou too , yeayea:D Ha,takecare too , loves{:
VERILYTAN ❤: ahahahs yeahs lo (:
- :D
Adallyn: hahs,taged
- Thanks{:

2009-03-31T21:30:00.023+08:00

我很累很累了。
我什么都不想管，什么都不想动，
我真的真的希望事情会慢慢的远离我。

School today was fine , nothing special .
Tomorrow have EBS coursework D: , damn stress .
ohya ! Tomorrow is sitifitri;sweetheart♥ birthday too ! {:
i know her for four year , but i never brought anything for her ?
pathetic right (?) , should get her one this year {: ,
- Tag will be reply asap .

& i'm okay people , dont worry .